Posts tagged #coronavirus
Tina Scariano

From Kat: Tina is one of those people who, even if you just met, make you feel like an old friend. She is empathetic, hilarious, and talented to boot (Shameless plug for her Quaran-tunes with Tina on her IG). She's special. Every time I'm with her, I laugh, cry, and dream more. We were lucky enough to get to work alongside Tina at Disney Cruise Line where she became a permanent part of our story as she helped out with Peter's proposal. 

Since then, Tina has carved out a path for herself. Actor, Managing Director, Associate Producer, Stage Manager, Make-Up Artist... just to name a few of her business titles. Tina's life is one of hard work, but one we all dream of. She has managed to continue doing what she loves all while adding skill sets to become her badass multi-hyphenate artistic professional self. We are inspired and thrilled to introduce you to our dear friend, Tina. 

What were you looking forward to that you lost because of COVID-19?

Oh, man!  I was so looking forward to all of my new makeup clients I had lined up who were getting new headshots taken! But I think even more disappointing than that, I had been cast as a swing in Out of the Box Theatrics Off-Broadway revival of the musical “Baby” this spring.  My contract was supposed to start April 21st. :( 

What is something (a thought, a family member, a hope, a piece of art, a meme, a song, ANYTHING) that is getting you through?

Daily snap chats with my mom and sister and the Joni Mitchell radio station on apple music.

What do you think has an opportunity to change as a result of this time to reset?

I think there is an opportunity to change our mindset when it comes to realizing how important the arts are in our society.  Right now, we are relying so heavily on music, television, painting, writing...as therapy to get through this time. Even the puzzles we do to pass the time - an artist created the picture you are putting together!  We are realizing how vital the arts are to sustain our mental health and I believe we will see a second Renaissance when we come out on the other side of this.

Anything else you'd like our readers to know during this time?

If your apple watch tells you to stand up or move more - that’s harassment.

Quarantine Quickly:

Favorite snack: bourbon

Home workout routine (you know, if you're into that): OrangeTheory Fitness at home (free on youtube!)

What are you watching: Little Fires Everywhere and Mrs. America

What you are reading: Toil and Trouble by Augusten Burroughs

Yes or no… Out of pajamas before noon?: absolutely not

Photo by: Michael Kushner

Cailtin Hargraves

From Peter: Before you ask; no. As close as our last names are, there's no relation. When we met Caitlin at Texas Shakespeare Festival nearly five years ago, however, she was so wonderful in every way; she simply had to have been a long lost sister.

Since that time, Caitlin completed her Master's in the UK at the London Academy of Music and Dramatic Art and acted all over the world. Recently, she's completed her first year as a professor of theatre studies at Emory University in Atlanta where Coronavirus canceled her directorial debut. Yet, we have much to learn from this actor, writer, teacher, and yogi extraordinaire. Reconnect, reassess, and lead with gratitude. It's always nice to have the guidance of family. Enjoy our long lost sister!

What were you looking forward to that you lost because of COVID-19?

I was looking forward to my writing and directorial debut of a site-specific show I was developing for Theater Emory (the producing extension of Emory University’s Theater Studies program, where I’m a first year professor). It was a piece I had written specifically for the student cast of 7 women, from concept and beginning of design interpretations it was about a year in the making. The opening night would have been April 2nd. I was also looking forward to seeing the scene work my acting students were beginning to develop! I had a wonderful group of students this semester and their ensemble energy was so lovely, I’m a big fan of all my students- but this group was extra special. 

What is something (a thought, a family member, a hope, a piece of art, a meme, a song, ANYTHING) that is getting you through?

I’m lucky to have a lot of somethings… going on long walks with my husband and dog (with the occasional evening cocktail) daily has really been a treat. Atlanta in spring time is beyond amazing so working in my yard and spending time getting my hands dirty has given me a lot of peace (and projects). Reconnecting with fellow theater artists has been immensely helpful on the days where i’m in a funk... fresh out of college I was part of an artist collective that used to produce work monthly and share it online and we have recently reconnected (8 of us spanning from Hawaii to Austria) and are creating work on a weekly basis on www.morningtomorning.net

What do you think has an opportunity to change as a result of this time to reset? 

The Planet! I feel so much hope from learning about the environmental benefits of people staying in one place. I also hope people realize how much they have turned to the arts in these crazy times, and continue to show the support by showing up to theaters, concerts, and galleries when we’re able to again. Last but not least, I’m hopeful that we see/feel the benefits of slowing down… I am guilty of saying yes to most opportunities that come my way and it often results in an absolutely maddening schedule. This time has really allowed me to reassess my process and priorities. 

Anything else you'd like our readers to know during this time?

Just that now is an opportunity to show kindness, with each other and ourselves. As an actor there is this constant hustle voice in the back of my head and I have fully told it to shut up- that now is not a time to be perfecting my craft, or rock hard abs, or write that play- but instead I can turn up the volume on my voices of kindness, gratitude, and patience… which are so valuable and not often applauded in this industry. 

Quarantine Quickly:

Favorite snack: Apples and Peanut butter!

Home workout routine (you know, if you're into that): I used to be a yoga teacher, so it’s been fun reconnecting with friends and family teaching classes through zoom!

What are you watching: well, I got through tiger king at an alarming rate. So I’ve turned the corner and am watching The Watchmen on HBO.

What you are reading: The Overstory by Richard Powers

Yes or no… Out of pajamas before noon?: Out of pajamas and into yoga/gardening clothes!

Brett Rigby, CGF Talent

Side Note From Kat: Brett's reputation, as an agent and a person, runs far ahead of him. As a performer, he worked consistently. As a student, he received his Master of Music Degree, with an advanced certificate in Vocal Pedagogy, from NYU Steinhardt. Now, he's worked at Carlton, Goddard, and Freer ("CGF Talent" on the resumé) for the past seven years, climbing his way to agent five years ago. 

Brett's thrown a lot at the wall and, somehow, found a way to make all of it stick. Naturally, he was a dream interview for what we stand for here at The Obvious Path. Pre-Coronavirus, we set up an in-person interview at his apartment and arranged to have it supervised by the Associate Director of Public Relations at the Public Theatre. (Okay... that's his wife, Laura. How COOL though, right??)

And... we left giddy. Every person who implored us to meet them couldn’t have done them justice. What was supposed to be a 20-30 minute interview turned into a three-hour lesson in life, attitude, marriage, the business, and laughs. He and Laura are authentically human, constantly striving to be better, and completely devoid of the arrogance that normally accompanies those of their immense success. 

Don't worry, we didn't transcribe all three hours. We did, however, go off script a lot. And it's worth every word. Brett generously navigates us through life decisions, pursuing happiness, actor/client communication, and how life has changed during this pandemic. 

We started this blog because we wanted to highlight those in our business that are sincerely good people. And we've gotten to meet a lot of wonderful folks. Brett? He's one of the best.

Brett, we’re really thrilled that you agreed to do this. You sandwiched a successful acting career between receiving your BFA in Musical Theatre Performance from Western Michigan University and a Master of Music Degree from New York University's Steinhardt School with an Advanced Certification in Vocal Pedagogy. What was your life before agenting? 

Sure! In high school I was really big into three things: hockey, choir, and musicals. Sadly, I was only good at two of the three of these. I’ll let you guess which two. Choir and musicals dominated my every thought, every spare moment I had, and any money I earned, borrowed, or found in the couch cushions. When the college conversation came along it was: “are you going to a music theatre program, a theatre program, or, you know, a regular job?” as we called it in my family.

Eventually, my Mom knew how much I loved singing and music so she offered to meet me in the middle and encouraged a degree in both education and music--that way I could teach choir or things in that realm. If I went that route, she would pay for it. So, I said sure! You know, I’m fortunate, because I’m terrible at math, but I’m a bit geeky when it comes to the voice and I was able to read and write music despite it being very mathematical. It’s just a different part of my brain so it seemed like a good fit. 

I went to Alma College which is super small -- it has like 1,400 people. You could literally run across the full campus in 2-3 minutes. (laughs) What I loved about it was that I made the most unbelievable friends and their choir was amazing. What I didn’t love about it was that there were no elements of musical theatre whatsoever, it was strictly choir. Two years in, I said to my mom that I was unhappy and just couldn’t do it any longer. I then applied to a few big schools: Boston Conservatory, University of Michigan, Michigan State, and Western Michigan University. I got into several of them, but wasn’t really good at the competitive element and these schools really required that. We’ll circle back to that later.

I chose to go to Western Michigan and get my BFA in Music Performance and I loved it. BUT I came out of Western Michigan and knew nothing about the business, moved to the city, you know, and got my teeth kicked in for about a year and a half. (laughs) 

Did you have representation?

I was lucky enough to get an agent out of my showcase and that was life changing. The person who signed me is still an agent today and I love them with my whole heart. All of my success as an actor started with that office and was because of them. I worked regionally a bunch, had some close calls on Broadway, and was introduced to the world of soap operas.  As a weird side note, I paid my way through Western Michigan as a basic paramedic. My brother worked for a company at the time as one and recommended that I get the basic certification to help financially. So I did, and it did!

I say that because I ended up going in for As The World Turns as a paramedic that said one line, “Okay let’s go.” They needed to have a “real” parametric say that line, I guess?  Regardless, I ended up landing the gig. (laughs) I then went over to their sister show, Guiding Light, and became a regular fixture there. This all started as a co-star, which I think was called a “u/5” at the time. It was always me as the paramedic and then an extra wheeling in the patient. It was super helpful, because I already knew the jargon. And I wouldn’t call myself a “advisor” on the show, but sometimes the writers would write vital signs that were just totally crazy. I would be like, “If we say these lines, it means the person is dead. Do we want that?” (laughs) Eventually, Guiding Light made that paramedic always be me. Recurring on Guiding Light was amazing. Someone is hurt every week, so I always had a lot of work to do. (laughs). I did that for just over 2 years.

This all took place around the time I met my future wife-to-be, Laura. Guiding Light was eventually canceled and then As the World Turns was right behind it. When that happened, I officially returned to the auditioning world but couldn’t shake this feeling of discontent.  I had the realization, with the help of Laura, that I needed a change. I just couldn’t get excited about working again and frankly, I didn’t feel ‘good at this’ anymore. Soap acting, to me, was not acting, it was indicating and I forgot how to tell a story, find honesty in my work, and be effective in the audition room. My auditions became worse and I started to really doubt myself. The theatrical world had become so unfamiliar to me. I had gone to a different place mentally and couldn't really get to the other side.

I decided to go and find it! I decided to officially go back to school and get my Masters. I applied to several schools (again) and chose NYU-Steinhardt. When registering for classes, they asked if I would like to get an advanced certificate studying Vocal Pedagogy (which is understanding and acknowledgement of how the voice works). I said yes immediately. It’s very science-y. I’m obsessed with Vocal Pedagogy. I love it. (laughs) When I’ve had too many drinks with my Vocal Pedagogy friends, this is all we want to talk about. No one wants to hang out with us. (laughs) That’s how much I love it. 

Fast forward two years, I finished up and came out of school and felt like I was ready to be an actor again. I signed with a different agent, got a job right away, and was immediately unhappy again. Laura, who mind you, has supported me through, like, ten jobs said in her loving and sweet way, “Babe, you’re not happy. Do something that makes you happy. ” She had just started her full-time job at The Public, we were engaged, things were moving, and I then decided I knew where the other side was. It was no longer on that side of the table.

Obviously, not the “obvious path” towards agenting. (laughs) What pushed you towards agenting? How was that transition?

I applied to tons of jobs and no one would give me an interview for a free position. I was the weird 30-year-old man competing with casting assistants who were like 10! It was tough! Then one day, I saw a very witty internship ad on Playbill and applied. It made me chuckle. Joel Carlton (Co-founder and Partner of CGF Talent) called me in and I immediately recognized him. He had actually tried to sign me as an actor when I showcased out of Western years before when he was with another office. It was one of those crazy small world moments. We chatted, laughed, and had a great report together. At the end of the interview, Joel told me he had just filled the position right before my meeting, but wanted to be respectful and still honor our time together. I thought that was really kind of him, but was cranky that I wasn’t going to get the job.  We shook hands, and I remember he held my hand for an extra beat and there was this kind of funny look on his face. I said thank you again and left to go and meet Laura in the park because we were going to a show or something. Fifteen minutes later, my phone rang and it was him. He said, “If we were to not offer this other person the job, would you start on Tuesday?” I talked to Laura, with him waiting for me on the phone, and said yes. I took the job as an unpaid intern and the rest is history. I’ve been there for nearly seven years now. I’ve been an agent for the past 5 -- first starting as an intern, then assistant, then junior agent, and now franchised agent.  

I think that is actually one of my fondest memories. Working with Joel, Michael, and Christopher has been one of the best things to ever happen to me. There isn’t a day that goes by that I’m not appreciative to them nor a day that goes by that I don’t appreciate what Joel did for me personally. He recently passed after a long and valiant fight with cancer. I miss him every day.

Did you know you were going to be happy agenting?

Not until it was an official thing. I knew I loved actors and their intense, emotional, brilliant, hilarious, elliequent, and frustrating energy. No matter what I did, it needed to involve them. So being their advocate made sense. Working with them as a partner made sense. I mean, nobody knows actors better than other actors. Nobody understands or has more empathy for the ridiculousness that’s asked of them every single day. It’s absurd! The amount of times I’ve had to call an actor at 4pm with an appointment time for the following morning that has 16 pages of sides is significant. But it’s those conversations and that kind of trust that makes a strong relationship. Truly, most days of the week I come home in awe of what they are able to accomplish and achieve in the business and audition room. Feeling like we are partners in it together has always been my approach. If everyone does their work, then it can be a really great relationship together. It’s really important to trust one another. That trust is and should exist throughout our industry. Personally, my relationship with casting directors is another thing I hold sacred. There just needs to be trust and collaboration there too. It’s the only way to navigate the audition process where all parties benefit and the right people get the job.  Honestly, casting directors jobs are unbelievably difficult. I don’t know how they do it and don’t think I could.

You beat us to our next question, which we didn’t plan, but you knew it wasn’t casting?

Oh I knew and know it’s not for me. In my opinion, they are the unsung heroes of the creative process. Their work is unbelievably hard. Casting houses serve two masters: the producers and teams who are casting the show, and the agent who wants it to be their clients who populate it. That is a gatekeeper role that I want nothing to do with. (laughs) I’m certain you can hear it in my tone, but I have nothing but respect and admiration for them. They do not get enough accolades for their work, but it’s definitely something I recognize when I’m seeing shows, watching TV or movies, and reading casting releases. I know that profession is not for me, but the exchanges I have with them everyday are really important and is where that trust I talked about before comes into play. At CGF we break up our accounts by casting houses and that has allowed me to build some strong relationships with those who I work with daily. Tara’s entire office; Stephen at Carnahan’s; Jordan, Heidi, and Kate at The Public; and Bonnie, Steven, and Zoe at Finnigan/Jacobs, to just name a few. I need to talk to these people every day about clients, projects, and logistical nonsense. Why not have that exchange be pleasant and beneficial to all parties? Casting needs to set up a session and I likely have people that fit what they’re looking for. Our communication and trust is how people get appointments and how casting gets a great group of actors in front of their team. There are times to push, there are times to listen, and there are times to get out of the way. The trust with your casting colleagues is how you navigate the process.

What do you think about sunk costs? Now, it’s obvious that your career now is so informed by what you studied and your life experience as an actor. But did you ever feel like you had leveraged your entire scholastic career pursuing something that isn’t exactly what you studied? 

Somewhat. It was hard getting a Masters in Music and a degree in vocal pedagogy and then going into a career that technically has nothing to do with either of those on face value. The job description does not list anything that I just spent a quarter of a million dollars on and that’s hard  (laughs). But what I ultimately see and what I take comfort in now is: it’s all related. 

But, to answer your question directly -- absolutely there were times. Why did I pay for this? Was this a waste of money and time? Those were things I thought about, but I’m teased in the office, because anytime a client has a vocal issue I will, like, perk up and everyone in the office just transfers me the call. (laughs) I love that. I can use that education to help our clients at CGF.  Another thing I’m so proud of is my relationship with voice teachers in NYC and how I’m able to connect our clients to the voice teachers that suit them based on my understanding of what they need. They really intersect beautifully. 

And that, I think, that’s the goal of most people. Finding a career and seeing if there is a way to intersect with whatever your passion or hobby they love doing. Even if it’s only occasionally. I mean, it’s called a job so no matter what it is there are gonna be days it really feels like one. Some of my closest friends and colleagues in the industry didn’t know what they wanted to do. They may have started out as actors, but have since become stage managers, or music directors, or company managers, or agents/managers. I think they trusted their gut and trusted what was given to them by the universe and continued to search from there. Who’s to say they are even done searching? 

Well, since we’ve wasted so much time on unscripted questions! Oh my god, we’re taking so much of your time! We’re getting back on track, I promise.

What’s been the biggest surprise of your career? 

Ironically, that I was good at this. It’s only been 5 years as a franchised agent. The first year was a lot of treading water. It was figuring it out, watching my bosses a lot, and learning contracts and rules. Then, you reach this level where that becomes easy and second nature to you. From there, it’s very important that you take that extra step. 

That extra step being, adding humanity, diligence, and humor. It’s realizing that what we do is ridiculous. We are brokering contracts and making agreements for people to go and play pretend. (laughs) I honestly wouldn’t change it for anything. There are days that I come home and say to Laura, “I feel like I agented today!” An example would be that an actor who I viewed was perfect for a job, wasn’t getting in. After reaching out to casting via a phone call, email, or four follow-ups: they agreed to see them and the actor gets the job! I love when this happens!  Sometimes I’ll get a follow-up email from casting saying, “I’m sorry I was annoyed with you. This person was perfect for the job!” (laughs) I then say, “I’m equally sorry for annoying you.” Those are good days and I think it’s when that extra step really holds true.

CGF has a reputation of developing great communication with exceptional talent. How do you describe a healthy and productive agent/client relationship?

It’s like I mentioned before, it’s a partnership. An actor is not in service of an agent and an agent is not in service of an actor. Everyone needs to pull their weight to have to be a successful relationship. There are a lot of offices out there and a lot of actors out there who don’t view it like that. Ultimately, I think those are usually the more unhappy relationships.

When you’re working with an agent or you’re working with a manager: it’s basically dating! You are choosing to be in this relationship, to confide in them, to trust in them, and to allow them to speak on your behalf professionally. It’s a very real relationship. Everyone needs to communicate and agree that they want the same things and see a way to get there. An agent is going to bring things to you and make decisions with you to build your career. If you don’t agree or have trouble communicating, that might not be the right fit. That’s why I think trusting your gut at your first meeting or initial introduction is so key. If we are going on a first “date” together and talking about you in the business, do you feel heard? Do you agree with what I’m saying? Do you think I see you the way you want to be seen? These are things to think about and ask yourself. First meetings are all about figuring each other out. Obviously it might take a minute to warm up to each other as we pick at our tuna tartare appetizer, but you should feel like you are collaborating with someone, not being dictated to or met with indifference. 

As an agent, I am not the one who has to make the decision, but I want to talk to you about ‘Column A’ and ‘Column B’ and why those things matter to you in making this decision. I realize that at the end of the day, you make the call. And no matter what I think personally, I will be your advocate. We talk about that a lot in our office. Our desire is for everyone in the partnership to be happy and feel heard. There are days we are successful and days that we are not, but that is something we really strive to do. 

Look, all agents are out there trying to find talented actors and get them jobs. We all offer different and unique experiences. There are times we lose clients or potential clients to much larger offices that make promises or incentivize them with opportunities. Whether they are telling the truth or not, some actors will go with them and that’s totally fine, it’s just the way it is. You can’t force someone to date you if they don’t want to. If there is one thing my middle school and high school dating life taught me it’s that. Ok, did I officially go too far on the dating analogy? (Laugh) Each agent and office are going to tell you different things and it’s up to you to decide what makes sense and is the right fit. I can tell you that one of my office's biggest strengths is the access to us. That’s something we can offer and something we really thrive on. You aren’t alone on your career path, and we are there to navigate and weather good times and bad with you.

At the onset of your career, how would you have defined success? Where you are now, has your definition changed?  

I think at the onset of my career and where I began, I viewed success the way a lot of people view it:  Am I known and important? Do people talk about me? Is it good things that they say? Can I brag about myself and my clients? Am I doing things that the industry thinks are impressive? Stuff like that. I think at the onset, you do that as a way to gauge this business and to measure the “agent” things you think you need to be successful at. I think those were traps I fell into. 

Recently, and by recently I mean a few years, I feel like I’ve been focusing on realizing that we are human beings and success should mean you are a well-rounded person, someone who can hear and listen to your needs, take the agent hat off, and be a person with the clients. 

And to think of who you’re choosing to surround yourself with. The best part of this city is there’s not a lack of people and not a lack of opportunities to care for yourself by making those choices. And that’s something Laura and I both strive for at all times is to be real people. There is no reason to be unapproachable, ever. There’s no reason to be false or fake. And you learn these things by failing,  by coming home and realizing, “I wasn’t a great person today” or “I lost my cool” and then saying, “I will strive to be better tomorrow.” And so, that is the new definition of success, but ultimately, when you have those goals in mind, the weight becomes more easily distributed and you do better at your job anyway.

Looking back, what’s one thing you would change?

So, if you’ve ever met me, you might agree that I’m weird with a dash of socially awkward. I have a stream of consciousness thinking process and sometimes that gets the better of me.  Looking back, I think I feared judgement on this and decided a very guarded approach was the “professional” way to go. It was not. I didn't allow myself to meet people who I should be interacting with--whether that was when I was an actor I was interested in working with or a business meal with an artistic director. I shied away from it. In our business, networking is a very important part of it. We’ve been very fortunate in our office that we’ve had very busy award seasons. But those come with a lot of these networking opportunities. They may be superficial and even pointless, but being seen and supporting your clients at these functions is a very important part of my job. I’ve gotten better at it, but it’s still something I need to watch and work on.  

Where are you on your mountain?

I’m just shy of half way, I think. It’s because there have been a lot of things to push me to where I am both upwards and downwards. Life lessons, losses, friendships, mentorships, all of that nonsense adds to the journey. Perspective is an amazing thing to think about because in the day to day, I don’t think about how far you’ve come. You just deal with the challenges and accomplishments as they come to you each day. Thinking about where I was a year ago, where I was two years ago, it was a very different place in all avenues of my life.  As far as using this mountain imagery, there’s a lot that I’ve accomplished and I know that there has been movement, but there’s a lot of movement to go and I don’t even know if I know where that will be. I know there is another phase or ‘thing’ that I have not quite grasped yet. That will be exciting to figure out.  I know I’ve come a long way and I have a long way to go.  And I'm certain someone or something will be throwing rocks at me while I climb.

How has Coronavirus changed your perspective on the business and/or your life? 

Ugh! It’s changed my perspective more than I ever could have possibly imagined. What our industry has gone through over the last 5-6 weeks is truly upsetting and very surprising. From a business standpoint, we are dealing with the immense challenge of not being able to gather together in an industry that requires that from all those who participate in it. Whether you’re seeing a Broadway show, watching a movie, shooting a TV series, or going to a concert, you are surrounded by dozens, hundreds, and thousands of actors, employees, and audience members who are also taking part in that experience. When you remove the ability to gather, you lose the industry on the whole immediately. 

Right now, everyone who celebrates and relies on this artform for income is doing all they can to breathe life back into it. This is a scary, but really inspiring thing. People are fighting for our business fiercely and in a multitude of ways. Casting is leading the charge by moving forward with some projects by way of self-tapes and virtual meetings with creative teams. Other full productions in development are having Zoom rehearsals and work sessions with the full casts to keep things moving forward. The voiceover world is still very much alive and they quickly adapted by sending equipment home with actors so they could continue to work professionally and safely in their own home. That is resilient and gives me hope. 

I personally think we should all embrace the new technology and use it as an opportunity to stay creative and improve while we work towards some semblance of our industry returning. I do think it’s important to mention that things will be different. I hear people throw around the term “normal” a lot and how when things go back to “normal.” It’s very important to realize that when we emerge on the other side of this, and we definitely will, it will be to a new normal with new ideas, protocols, and approaches, but that can still be a future to look forward to. 

 

RAPID FIRE:

Favorite Broadway show of all time: Take Me Out. Very excited about the revival! It was the first show I ever saw on Broadway.

TV show you binge: Tiger King, West World, The Great British Bake Off. To say we binge these shows is an understatement. 

On your commute, you’re listening to ________: More often than not, Laura! We get to ride the train together for a bit on our commute, so we talk on our way. On my walk to my office, I’m listening to Ben Rector.  He’s incredible  and basically sings about how all people in their mid-30’s are feeling about life on any given day.

Religious, Spiritual, or nah?: Religious, but I think spirituality goes with it. My faith is a part of who I am. My approach is and will always be an inclusive one--when I was younger that was very important to my mother, which greatly shaped my faith. People are people, they are unique and wonderful, they all get the same rights, and should be treated like people. We are all the same. As long as there is an inclusive approach to a faith or denomination, I’m open and in support of it.

Former side hustles: Bartender, catering, waiter, voice teacher, EMT, I even worked at a movie theatre. (Shout out: AMC Elmwood Plaza 8 in Lansing Michigan)

Having produced Steinhardt’s Musical Theatre showcase for several years...Your advice for someone heading into a showcase is _________: It is one audition. It is one showcase. It's an introduction that you are paying your school to give you. It will not matter after this. If it’s helpful, that’s great. If it’s not, that is fine also. If you crack/fall, no one will remember or care. Just treat it as an audition. I always try to focus on the person and find the song or piece that allows them to be them.  Don’t just focus on the newest material or how attractive you can look.  Nobody is better and being you, than you. Focus on that.

In a world where showcases don’t exist, what’s the best way to find an agent?: Referral through a Casting Director. Going back to that trust thing we talked about. If someone comes to me with a thought and I like and trust them, I will absolutely take the meeting.

Call or email?: Both, but it depends on what it’s for. If you email me, and I know you, you will get a response from me. That’s something I always strive to do. If you are calling, what are we talking about? Is it pressing? I mean, I’ll always take a phone call, it’s usually faster that way, but just be ready to chat about what’s on your mind.  If I don’t know you, don’t call...that would be weird. Send a submission to CGF’s submission email, we all check that when things come in.

Question you want to hear when meeting with an actor: I want them to ask, “where do you see me in this business?” We always ask that too, to see if we agree. We need to be on the same page. Another great question is “What about my work resonated with you and made you respond to me?”

Biggest beef with the business: Sometimes the most talented person does not get the job. Sometimes the right person does not get the job. That is frustrating. Things are not always fair.  That’s a hard realization. 

Social media handles?: @cgftalent is our instagram. I do not have a personal one, because I’m 100 years old and my life just isn't that interesting.

Anything you’d like to promote?: I teach a “Business of the Business” call through the Growing Studio a few times a year. I’m happy to recommend that. But honestly, my plug aside, I encourage every actor to be in class. Find a way to be creative. Seminars, accountability groups, coaching, teaching, whatever. I also always challenge those to take class in the areas they need the most improvement in. If you are an amazing singer, take an acting or dance class.  If you are Dame Judi Dench as an actor, maybe take some voice lessons, or movement classes.

Eric Wiegand

Quick note from Kat: Imagine you're in a small cast with SJP and Matthew Broderick. It's the day before the first preview of your first Broadway show, and then... Broadway shuts down.

That's what's going on in the life of our friend, Eric. I've gotten to meet him a few times as the partner one of my clients and great friends. Every time, Eric has struck me as kind, humble, and presumably, extremely talented. In the face of something that would be devastating for most, Eric is remaining grateful and shifting his energy out to others. So get out of your PJ's and grab a slice of pie, Eric has a great perspective for coping with Coronavirus.

What were you looking forward to that you lost because of COVID-19?

I’m in the company of PLAZA SUITE at the Hudson Theatre, and we got news that Broadway was shutting down on the day before our first preview here in New York. The confusion leading up to and around the shutdown was wild, but I’m extraordinarily fortunate in that I got to perform with the show for a month in Boston, and everyone involved is trying to make sure that we do get the chance to perform here when it becomes possible again. I realize that so many people in our profession have lost similar opportunities due to COVID-19 and many productions have had to shut down completely, so I count myself extremely lucky.

What is something (a thought, a family member, a hope, a piece of art, a meme, a song, ANYTHING) that is getting you through?

I’m surrounded by really wonderful people in my apartment, which makes things a lot easier. We’re trying to make solid schedules to follow day to day, with things to look forward to like Pie Day Friday and Movie Night Saturday. We’ve also put in plenty of hours on Animal Crossing. Our island’s come a long way.

What do you think has an opportunity to change as a result of this time to reset?

I hope that some of the positives to come out of this are that we see what sort of collective action we’re capable of as a country and as a planet. When it comes to climate change or the already pervasive inequality that’s being exacerbated by the virus fallout, we need to think as big as we can.

On a person to person level, even though we’re self-isolating, I hope we end up feeling more connected to each other than ever, and more galvanized to lift each other up. I think it’s impossible to pretend that this time is anything less than terribly sad, but I hope that’s a reason for people to open up their hearts rather than close them off.

Anything else you’d like our readers to know during this time?

It’s a wildly tough time where we have to take care of ourselves, but if you have the means and capability it’s a great time for us to look out for groups to support, like Feeding America and the National Alliance to End Homelessness.

Otherwise I’ll say: Baking is no joke. It’s super fun and satisfying. I know all your friends on social media are baking, give in to the peer pressure, make a nice pie for yourself.

Quarantine Quickly:

Favorite snack: Increasingly, pie.

Home workout routine (you know, if you’re into that): I try and keep a consistent running schedule.

What are you watching: Sex Education on Netflix is the absolute best.

What you are reading: Mostly short stories! Right now Jhumpa Lahiri.

Yes or no… Out of pajamas before noon?: Yes, yes, yes!! Otherwise I will feel…not good.

Teresa Langford

Quick note from Peter: Teresa is a member of the 2019/2020 Professional Training Company at Actor’s Theatre of Louisville, an elite year-long program at one of the nation’s finest regional theatres nurturing artists in their artistic growth, facilitating professional connections, and providing performance opportunities in the Mainstage season, as well as the Humana Festival of New American Plays.

Beyond that, Teresa is a gift of a human. Her talent is enormous, her creativity is refreshing, and her humanity is inspiring. As Teresa mourns the loss of the end of her apprenticeship, you’ll find she’s pivoted gracefully into gratitude, perspective, and a goal of connecting with Rihanna. (We’re rooting for you, T!) We’re all searching for meaning and purpose as we deal with the grief of the moments we’re losing. Teresa teaches us how to do that with insightful words, a celebration of life, and some memes that are far too relatable.

What were you looking forward to that you lost because of COVID-19?

Oof. Definitely the experience of attending and performing in the 44th Annual Humana Festival of New American Plays. As a member of the 2019/2020 Professional Training Company, me and my 37 other company members traveled from all over the country (leaving our friends, families, jobs) to spend our year leading up to this one event. To lose out on what that meant for me and my friends was sad.

Overcoming a challenging year within our company, from personal events to the institutional restructuring, the Humana Festival was our celebration of the spirit at Actors Theatre, and a moment where the entire nation’s eyes were on the work of OUR family in Louisville. Having made it through the bulk of our crew work and individual tracks in our disciplines, we were told from staff and apprentices past that the Festival was the thing: the memories made, doorways opened to future work (specifically for actors, a chance to showcase in front of professionals and obtain potential representation/auditions/job offers), parties and openings and art, and drinks at good ol’ BBC with some of the country’s leading theatre-makers. For me personally, no matter what challenges I faced, nothing would compare to the whirlwind of joy that March and April would bring — to celebrate our community, celebrate my company of apprentices and our blood/sweat/and tears (literally), and to celebrate the TRULY incredible stories that were being told by our collaborators (seriously the lineup was insane). I felt so lucky to share the lounge with the artists I looked up to and have only read about and now I was rehearsing RIGHT next to them — I MEAN!!!! It was built up so high for all of us and the whole year people kept saying, “just wait until Humana”, and I felt so honored to be a part of the work that was being done. Also, not going to lie, after spending years in New York as a non-equity actor with no representation, I was also excited to ride the momentum of it all to level up my own artistic career.

It was really devastating for all of us to have it unravel so quickly. For a lot of us, me included, it meant packing up my apartment in 24 hours and getting on an airplane without saying goodbye. Because of what we were hearing about New York and information was all over the place, I was afraid for the health of my family, for the travel bans that might happen, and for contracting the virus. Not having that celebration, that closure, to properly honor the work everyone at Actors Theatre had accomplished was the hardest part. Being together for the past seven months, it was my greatest joy to celebrate my fellow actors and dramaturgs and directors and designers and watch them grow. It was no one’s fault (except MISS RONA), but when I got home and let myself journal and process what had occurred, for me it felt like we were all robbed of our opportunity to be seen and celebrated. I was unable to say goodbye to more than half the people who I met let alone to the work we had all put our hearts and souls into for so long.

What is something (a thought, a family member, a hope, a piece of art, a meme, a song, ANYTHING) that is getting you through?

The moment I re-entered living with my parents (Oh! Forgot to mention that we were all on living stipends from the theatre and food stamps being apprentices, so I would say the majority of my company is back in with mom and dad!), I bought a journal. For me, it has been my saving grace. Being able to process my anxiety, the news, the dynamics of (as an adult woman who the last time lived with her parents was HIGH SCHOOL) living with my entire immediate family has been INVALUABLE. I’m really trying to not put pressure on myself to be grinding right now. My tendency when I feel out of control is to try and hyper control (relationships, self-taping, content creating, exercise, etc.) and I feel like as an artist, the days where I sit in my sweatpants on my parent’s front porch watching hours of Love is Blind can be as important for me as working out twice before noon, memorizing 3 Shakespeare monologues in one day, writing a play, and listening to 8 hours of actor podcasts and taking copious notes on how they “made it” (no joke I did this, and I realize now typing this the extent of my neuroses).In conclusion, my journal. Also, FaceTiming my f-ing friends and family!! Oh, and also all of the tweets/memes about talking to inanimate objects during quarantine. I have to laugh. *see below at bottom feature*

What do you think has an opportunity to change as a result of this time to reset?

I think what’s so exciting right now is theatre artists finding new and ways to keep what we do alive. People are down to collaborate and engage. I’ve been in live-stream masterclasses with people like Suzan Lori Parks for playwrighting, Jeremy O’Harris liked one of my tweets (this is stupid but it meant A GREAT DEAL TO ME), and I’ve been tuning into “Instagram lives” of agents and managers and casting directors (shout out to Kat & Peter and their NoMarking Panel!!!) talking about the business. I’m like, WHEN would I ever have thought that I’d be asking SUZAN LORI PARKS a question on ZOOM about my chaotic COVID play????? It feels like to me, artists right now (or at least the artists I’m looking to, though I haven’t been able to reach my queen Rihanna…yet), are hugging and cradling each other through the interwebs — holding each others’ art up via Zoom reading, or self-tape workshop, or even just validating each other in Instagram DMs that they, too, have spent the last three days eating lasagna in their bathtubs. There’s so much access right now and desire to connect that I really hope continues when this is all over. In one of my productivity spirals, I came across a keynote speech by Todd London on HowlRound that he was supposed to deliver for Kansas City Rep’s New Works Festival. In the speech there was a part that literally moved me to tears: “At the same time, I know that the people who make theatre, raised on risk, accustomed to crisis, and trained in improvisation, are also the perfect crew to have around when making a new, healthier, more just and beautiful world. And also plays.”

Artists are scrappy and gritty! Storytelling plays an ENORMOUS part in helping build and question the values of the world we live in. I hope this reset allows for us to continue that work, make it ACCESSIBLE to EVERYONE, and provide entertainment, empathy, and opportunities for dialogue and community. That’s a world and a job I’d sign up to be a part of for sure!!!

Anything else you'd like our readers to know during this time?

Please support your local restaurant workers. It’s so cliche, but as a New York City bartender, I can say most of the people that I have worked with over my years are struggling creatives. Don’t be racist.

Wash your hands.

Watch this little girl: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9CDT0cwGKxY

Quarantine Quickly:

Favorite snack:  This is so bizarre, but I’m living with my brother in law (who grew up in Thailand) and I’ve been BINGING his homemade curry.

Home workout routine (you know, if you're into that):  As a high functioning anxious person I am most DEFINITELY into that!!! My local gym’s live streams and Zoom workshops have been SAVING MY LIFE (shout out Krank Brooklyn for driving kettlebells to peoples homes and Lysol-ing them) #shamelessplug

What are you watching: What am I NOT watching. I’ve been simultaneously binging Jack Ryan on Amazon and Succession (holy shit how am I so late to the game on this!!), and absolutely ABUSING my brothers Disney Plus account he so graciously shared with me.

What you are reading: I’ve got In the Pockets of Small Gods by my favorite spoken word poet, Anis Mojgani and I’m a couple chapters into The Water Dancer by Ta-Nehisi Coates. With a play or an acting book in the rotation every now and again.

Yes or no… Out of pajamas before noon?: Absolutely not. Also, bras only permitted temporarily for workout purposes only and then discarded.

Andrew Gilliland

Quick Side Note from Kat: I met Andrew last year at his senior showcase here in NYC. He is an ACU alum with a heart of gold. Over the past year, Peter and I have been lucky enough to get to know Andrew over several coffee dates. We've bonded over our love for enneagram 4's, blogs, and creating good work. Andrew is talented, heartfelt, and such a light to be around, as his post will attest. Beaming with joy to introduce you to our friend, Andrew.

What were you looking forward to that you lost because of COVID-19?

I look forward to seeing my people at the William Esper Studio twice a week. There I get to be solely focused on the process of becoming an actor and not focused on what I am selling. It’s also a process that largely feels like it’s taking action on me, on my instrument and my heart, rather than the other way around, which I am craving right now. You get glimpses of not only your own growth but the growth of everyone around you- it fills your cup. It really is sacred time. It’s like going to the theatre twice a week and getting to play every time. I miss it so much.

What is something (a thought, a family member, a hope, a piece of art, a meme, a song, ANYTHING) that is getting you through?

Yoga. My boyfriend and my two roommates. Books. The calm app (thank you, Barry’s). VIPKid.

What do you think has an opportunity to change as a result of this time to reset?

This is time where my body tells me what it needs. It’s dabbling into all the survivor modes I’ve learned and awakening trauma parts I’ve held. It is a wonderful and challenging time to point back to who now runs the show and who younger parts of me can trust. This is adult Andrew, I am 24 years old. The year is 2020. This does not mean I don’t ask for help. This just means I am not as helpless as I once was, I am stronger than I thought I could ever be already. This body is good and worthy. It was always enough.

I was also working a ton of hours at my survival jobs before the pandemic struck. I hope to find a way to balance more, so I can run full force towards that which brings me the most joy when we are released from social distancing.

Anything else you'd like our readers to know during this time?

I love Kat and Peter’s perspective on this time. I’d like to add that if many people over-using the word “opportunity” during this time is difficult to hear, you’re not alone.

Yes, time brings possibility. But I’m hesitant to equate developing artistry and following an artistic path to self-optimization, which “opportunity” so often implies. (And simultaneously, I completely struggle with not using this time to self-optimize. So this advice is mostly for me to hear.) This is global, societal trauma (perhaps little “t” trauma, but trauma nonetheless).

It’s understandable if all that happens some days, or as this goes on, some weeks, some periods, etc. is breathe, cry and find your footing beneath you. We don’t have all the answers, and remember that so much of the artistic process is about timing jogs and sprints... and REST. Routine is good. Movement is good. Grace and connecting to your uncompromisable worth are better than any of that. You will always be an artist, you have always been an artist. You will always have your creative spirit. Cancelled auditions, classes, performances, gigs can’t take that away from you. Go on amazon and get a copy of The Artist’s Way. ️

Quarantine Quickly:
Favorite snack: Peanut butter pretzels, carrots and hummus, cookie butter. (Also, my boyfriend bakes and I’m a loyal tester on all baking excursions)

Home workout routine: Built for the Stage (much love, Coach Joe!), YOGA WITH ADRIENE (my roommates and boyfriend and I are doing the 30 day challenge), Some social distance runs, and a handful of Barry’s IG Live classes to keep connected with the Barry’s fam

What are you watching: Just finished the Outsider on HBO, and it’s golden.

What are you reading: This is my favorite question. I am so excited to answer this question. I should answer the question now. Did I tell you I’m excited to answer this question? The new biography on Marlon Brando called The Contender. Trick Mirror by Jia Tolentino. Inspired by Rachel Held Evans. (Searching for Sunday was also a gem.) Know My Name by Chanel Miller. What are YOU reading??

Yes or no... out of pajamas before noon?: I absolutely must be out of pajamas before noon in order to stay sane.

Jenna Pastuszek

Quick note from Peter: Jenna is a teacher, actor, and Founding Artist at Innovative Voice Studio in NYC. Once you wander into Jenna P’s voice lessons, as I’ve been extremely lucky to do this year, you’ll be struck with three things within minutes:

1. Jenna gets it. She’s a voice teacher actively involved in the auditioning and performing world, ready to work with your vocal issues in a practical, athletic, and invigorating way.

2. She’s, truly, one of those special impassioned teachers that have you feeling invincible. No one leads by example in a more inspiring way.

3. She looks A LOT like Kristen Bell.

COVID-19 has delayed her performances and drastically changed her day-to-day. Yet, to steal her pun, she’s been innovating and, as usual, seems to be one step ahead of the world. We found her piece calming, creative, grounded, and inspiring. You know… exactly how we always find her. Enjoy the wisdom of our friend, Jenna P.

For more on Jenna, check out her amazing blog here.

And Innovative Voice Studio’s website here.

What were you looking forward to that you lost because of COVID-19?

Oh boy. I was really excited to bring my solo show, GET HAPPY!: An Evening Celebrating the World’s Greatest Entertainer, Judy Garland, to NYC this spring! Long story, making it short: I was asked to put together an hour-long Judy tribute for a theatre company’s gala last fall. I had a blast putting it together and it was super well received by the gala attendees, so I thought- why not bring it to NYC? I’ve spent much of my career thus far working in regional theatres across the country, and my friends and colleagues in NYC always ask, “When can I see you in something in the city!?” I was thrilled to have an opportunity to invite my local peeps to come see! Pre-covid, we were in rehearsals, finalizing the set list, hiring the band, tweaking the banter, and finishing arrangements to be ready for our May 6th show at The Green Room 42. Luckily, the show has been rescheduled to September 24th at 7pm, so if you’re reading this, mark your calendar! ☺ 

As a voice teacher, I’ve lost the daily transfer of creative energy that happens in my voice studio. Initially, I had to really mourn the hiatus of that physical energetic transaction as we moved our voice studio online full time. Now, I can say that I wake up every morning excited to discover even more benefits of online teaching (there are many!). Tim and I are having fun getting INNOVATIVE (seewhatIdidthere) with the ways in which we can continue to support our artists from the other side of the screen. So while I’ll miss some of the upcoming in person masterclasses and studio cabarets we had planned this spring, I’m thrilled about our new weekly virtual singing Happy Hour, our online BADassery masterclasses, and all of the other magic up our sleeves that Covid has encouraged us to create. 

What is something (a thought, a family member, a hope, a piece of art, a meme, a song, ANYTHING) that is getting you through?

“David after the dentist” (see https://youtu.be/txqiwrbYGrs). His anesthesia induced journey through the five stages of grief really sums up how I’ve felt throughout this. Thank you, David, where ever you are, for this joy producing gift. 

What do you think has an opportunity to change as a result of this time to reset?

OOOOOHHHH!! JUICY QUESTION!!! Wow- there’s so much! After Hurricane Sandy hit NYC, I’ll never forget my friend Hunter saying to me, “Even the city that never sleeps is sometimes forced to take a nap.” Today feels like a similar situation: Our beloved city, our profession, our art form is being asked to take a nap. And we all know that naps are sometimes the reset we need to take us out of the temper tantrum we’re having and bring us back to reality, calm, and focus. I am excited for the new mediums in which we’ll share our art after this (for example all of the videos of regional productions that are now streaming, the virtual choirs, the celebrities singing in their basements (Patti Lupone I love you!!!), the FacebookLives of readings/labs/concerts, etc.). I am excited to re-examine the audition process after this (maybe this signals the end of hundreds of people waiting in crowded lines at 3am for open calls?!). This reset is providing our industry with the opportunity to change- to become even closer as a true community, even more committed to building a more inclusive and collaborative arena, and even more dedicated to the future of our beloved art form. 

Anything else you'd like our readers to know during this time?

My friend asked me how I was the other day, and I said this: I find myself feeling like sandpaper these days. Some days, I am the smooth side. I am going with the flow, I am focused, in the zone, and creating to the best of my ability given the beautiful constraints with which I have to work. I am a joy to accidentally rub up against because I feel shiny and nice to the touch. Other days, like today, I am the scratchy side. The gritty side who's frustrated and angry and just wants to be rubbed against wood incredibly vigorously so that my grit gets worn out faster and doesn't have to continue to march through the life of sometimes being of use (like when one comes across a hard edge) and sometimes being discarded and lost in the back of the utility closet.

My friend replied: After some time, even the scratchy side becomes smooth. Until then, stay scratchy. The scratchy makes the smooth feel even smoother. 

So, however you’re feeling right now, know that both scratchy and smooth moments are necessary and invited to the sandpaper party!

Quarantine Quickly:

Favorite snack: Chocolate chip cookies, hands down.

Home workout routine (you know, if you're into that): Thank you Peloton app for your free 90 days of work outs. Even without owning the bike, the workouts are crushing it. Also to all of my clients and friends teaching zoom classes, I APPRECIATE YOU!

What are you watching: Better Call Saul – if you loved Breaking Bad, highly recommend. 

What you are reading: The Art of Possibility

Yes or no… Out of pajamas before noon?: YES! BE A NEWSIE AND SEIZE THE DAY!

Courtney Stennett

Side note from Kat: Courtney is in the class of 2020 of the Case Western Reserve University/Cleveland Play House MFA Acting program, which was the class below Peter's. With only 8 MFA actors per class, you pray that you connect to a few cohorts in the class below. Courtney, and many others, were more than we ever could have hoped for. We're thankful to have her as one of our lifelong friends.

Onstage, Courtney is just as special. She is talented, hilarious, and has that 'thing' you are drawn to on stage. She's already proven herself on the Cleveland Play House stage and with her selection to the Chautauqua Theatre Company Conservatory of 2019. Now, she's thrust into the unknown as her final CPH show is canceled and her graduate showcase delayed. She generously walks us through her emotions with vulnerability, kindness, and, remarkably, gratitude. For reasons of friendship, spirit, AND enormous talent: We're excited to follow her path. Here is our dear friend, Courtney.

What were you looking forward to that you lost because of COVID-19?

I was really looking forward to playing Emmy in A Dolls House, Part 2 at Cleveland Play House this Spring. We were scheduled to jump into rehearsals this upcoming Tuesday, March 31st. I was THRILLED to have the opportunity to play this role. I think Emmy is endlessly fascinating and I was terrified and excited to walk into that challenge.  This show was cancelled two weeks ago due to Covid-19. A decision I absolutely understand and support wholeheartedly, but of course, is disappointing for all involved. 

What is something (a thought, a family member, a hope, a piece of art, a meme, a song, ANYTHING) that is getting you through?

I'm spending time with family whenever possible but also trying to provide childcare to help makes ends meet. When I get waves of inspiration, they turn into long lists of things I want to use this time for. And I end up getting overwhelmed, trying to squeeze many of my life goals into these next few months. I feel like "gosh if we get out of "shelter in place" and I haven't read Shakespeare's ENTIRE cannon...then what WAS I DOING?" "If I don't manage to MASTER guitar, trumpet, tap, ballet, and baton twirling WILL I EVER WORK AGAIN???" All in all though I'm feeling incredibly grateful to have family and friends that care and want me close while we wait this out. I cannot believe the love and support our artist community has been pouring out to one another. It truly makes my heart feel fuzzy and warm and stuff.

What do you think has an opportunity to change as a result of this time to reset?

We are certainly all going to come out of this differently and navigate our paths with a different kind of creativity. Which will be fun & hard & exhausting & exhilarating. I think we are all going to move forward from this time with a greater sense of humanity and humility. Even when looking across the road at other human beings now it feels like "AH! I'm so glad you're here. I'm so glad you're out enjoying walk. I'm savoring this moment of being able to smile and wave at you." I think that's going to happen in our industry. A feeling of humble victory to walk into an audition room and see all of the artists that have come out of this with an even greater sense determination and gratitude to do this kind of work. A respect for the remarkable endurance it took for all of us to "stick with it" through this time. And a humble recognition of the gift it will be to once again perform in a space full of human hearts experiencing story together.

Quarantine Quickly: (bahahaha I love that)!

Favorite snack: red wine

Home workout routine: anything 10 minutes or less on YouTube - (don't want my pajamas to get too sweaty)

Watching Currently: - The Tempest: Donmar Warehouse on Marquee.tv

Reading: "I Will Teach You to be Rich" -personal finance book by Ramit Sethi

Out of pajamas before noon?: I change my underwear regularly

Ashley Parizek, Boals, Winnett and Associates

Quick side note from Kat: Ashley is in our "dear friend" category. A person that we've known since college and been in our life ever since. From birthday celebrations to Peter and I's wedding; from Ashley coming to see me in Hong Kong (pictured below!), I have too many wonderful memories for such a small introduction. She is kind, passionate, loyal, hilarious, and a goal achiever. When she sets her mind to something, you can bet that it is going to be accomplished.

We looked up two years ago and found ourselves running down the same path. Ashley is one of the incredible women that keeps Boals, Winnett and Associates one of the loveliest agencies around and a dream chaser that I'm proud to be chasing alongside of. 

What were you looking forward to that you lost because of COVID-19?

- A promotion. This pilot season started out really exciting for us and we had so much momentum. We were looking forward to lots of exciting bookings and that was opening up room for me to move up in my agency, right about now... While I know career growth is still ahead, this has been extremely disappointing and sobering. So much is unknown, especially around timing which we often hold onto for some semblance of control. And this season has opened all of our eyes to the fact that we do not have control over anything. Jesus take the wheel! That was cliche, but I’m pretty basic and I’m okay with it.

What is something (a thought, a family member, a hope, a piece of art, a meme, a song, ANYTHING) that is getting you through?

- Rejoicing and giving thanks in the midst of pain and suffering alongside others who are doing the same! Filling myself with more content that fosters faith and hope in my heart than fear and anxiety in my mind.

What do you think has an opportunity to change as a result of this time to reset?

- I think our worldview is changing. It is very interesting to me that this is happening during Lent which a lot of New Yorkers either observe or are aware of. “From dust we came and to dust we will return”. I think we will emerge from this time, a people and a community who are more humble, grateful and more passionate to live out this wonderful, beautiful, creative life we have been given!

Anything else you'd like our readers to know during this time?

- A lot of cliches are coming to mind but one that I have been clinging to is, It is always darkest before the dawn. The light is right around the corner! Hold onto that truth. And maybe together, we can brighten up those dark times too ;) I love mood lighting.

Quarantine Quickly:

Favorite snack: Boom Chica Pop Kettle Corn and/or Fruit Snacks

Home workout routine (you know, if you're into that): Front stoop/rooftop circuits

What are you watching: RomComs most nights, then rotating between: Curb Your Enthusiasm, Homeland, Madam Secretary, Re-watching The Good Wife and episodes of anything a client is in

What you are reading: Adament by Lisa Bevere

Yes or no… Out of pajamas before noon?: Yes! Except for every now and then when I want to stay in my plush, white robe I recently purchased on Amazon to feel like I’m at a Hotel Spa.

Evan Owens

Quick note from Peter: Sometimes you work at Justin Timberlake’s Memphis Barbeque joint, Southern Hospitality, in New York City. Well, at least Evan and I did. My memories of Evan are her kind spirit, her utter humanity in every interaction, and her grit.

And all those qualities have served her well. A new location for her since our last shift at Southern Hospitality and lots of acting, writing, directing, and producing work to go along with the move. In the face of losing something meaningful in this crisis, she offers her wisdom, insight, and empathy.

What were you looking forward to that you lost because of COVID-19?

I booked my first speaking role in a major motion picture and the film was shut down 3 days before my shoot date. Not sure when it’ll resume filming.

What is something (a thought, a family member, a hope, a piece of art, a meme, a song, ANYTHING) that is getting you through?

What’s getting me through is knowing we are all in this together. I touch base with my friends even if it’s just asking “Hi, you good?” I’ve been writing and working on some scripts I’ve had on the back burner.

What do you think has an opportunity to change as a result of this time to reset?

I think there will be a lot of changes once we are all through this. It’s so odd, it feels so significant. I hope that there will be more kindness and patience with others. I’ve read where pollution has decreased, I wonder if it possible to re-evaluate a new strategy for that to continue. There’s got to be some good come out of all of this.

I’ve noticed a lot of posts on social media about how you should be spending your quarantine time and in my opinion that creates a lot of unnecessary pressure. Lots of workout challenges and creative challenges.

Anything else you'd like our readers to know during this time?

What if we just stopped telling people what to do and how to spend their time? Unless of course they feel they should partake in a challenge or need inspiration for things to do. If we could get to a place where we no longer judge ourselves or others on how we spend our time and what we do... and just sit for a minute and be a human without any pressure. Just for a moment. Maybe I’m wishful thinking. I am so thankful for our healthcare workers, delivery drivers, grocery store and pharmacy workers. All of the people that are essential keeping us afloat right now. They are heroes. 

But bottom line. You do you, whatever you feel like you’ve got to do. Day by day. This is all very bizarre and sad and scary but we are in it together. We will get through it. ️

Quarantine Quickly:

Favorite snack: I stocked up on gummy bears.

Home workout routine (you know, if you're into that): I try to do a little yoga or a workout from Beachbody on Demand everyday.

What are you watching: I’ve watched When Harry Met Sally about 4 times so far and The Private Life is Pippa Lee. And lots of Chopped episodes haha.

Johann George

Quick note from Peter: I recently worked with Johann at Actor’s Theatre of Louisville as he portrayed the humble, earnest, and pure Bob Crachit. It’s a good look on him; he naturally has all of those qualities in spades.

From his perspective on productivity and humanity to his relation and empathy to our healthcare workers, Johann has great thoughts on living in the now and how we move forward. He lifted our spirits today and hope he does the same for you.

What were you looking forward to that you lost because of COVID-19?

I did not have a show coming up before COVID-19 hit, but I was really finding some momentum in the audition room. I was doing a better job of clearing the noise and making brave choices. Recently, I got down to the end for the lead in a musical when I had less than 24 hours to prepare 20 pages of sides. That felt like such a win! After a bunch of co-star auditions, I was looking forward to jumping into On-Camera class with Bob Krakower. I guess I lost some momentum and a learning opportunity, but I have been taking this time to simplify, show gratitude, and remember why this work is so important to me. 

What’s something (a thought, a family member, a hope, a piece of art, a meme, a song, ANYTHING) that is getting you through?

My mom is a hematologist and an oncologist at a hospital outside of New York City, and she just told me that about 50 out of the 90 beds in her hospital are filled with COVID-19 patients. It makes me so proud to see my mom doing such important work in a time of crisis. She is so brave and clearheaded. It astounds me. When I get frustrated at how much of our lives have been put on hold, talking to her makes me remember that there are so many good people in this world fighting to do the right thing for others. And that gives me hope.

What do you think has an opportunity to change as a result of this time to reset?

I think this time is going to help all of us see each other as human beings first and not as product making machines. Some people may exit this industry when they realize that they are in this for the wrong reasons or that there is something else that means more to them. That's not something to look down upon. That is something to celebrate! The artistic organizations that are going to thrive after this is all over will be those that put people before dollars, lead with empathy, and make their own rules. 

Anything else you'd like our readers to know during this time?

I want people to know that you're allowed to do nothing right now. And that you're allowed to feel lost. There is an abundance of content out there right now telling people how to feel and manage their time during this crisis, and it can be so exhausting. There is no right way. Doing your best means something different every day. We are going to be okay. 

Quarantine Quickly:

Favorite snack: Meat sauce in my InstantPot

Home workout routine: Lots of pushups on my yoga mat. 

What are you watching? Two words: TIGER. KING.

What are you reading? On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous by Ocean Vuong

Yes or no...Out of pajamas before noon: Yes! Doing my best to get up and showered by 10:30